smiling with friendly dagger tooth smile, gathering all to tear apart when your away. be aware of deceptive kindness or end up with one more scar.dont be fooled by the dagger tooth smile, to ignore the words will leave you bitten. :)

he had to go! started irritating me too much. nearly every bloomin status! personal space invader...do one!

i love some of you lot on here. always manage to make me smile and laugh.

oh bollocks! my pc mouse has decide to kaput on me.

too bloody hot! big pants and bra time.

in bed with a bowl of readybrek. nom!

giant mole rats on merlin.

ugly fat bitch.

«---- is like marmite. you either hate me or love me. :p

in bed all warm and toasty...and no im not sharing!

quite happy right now. :)

keep having dreams that my bike is going to get pilfered :S anyone but me or dad touches my bike theres going to be murder! cant stand thieving people!

woohooo my Finntroll to is getting baggie on me. still keeping it though. one of my fave tops.

wide awake.

leland is going to be one spoiled rat. would like to get him a friend around his age but as long as i have him with me majority of the time he should be okay.

vets in ten minutes. will be left with leland.

sad day today.

reason to be single part 1! men these days seem to lack manliness. i dont want a pussified,needy,clingy,wimpy man. i want a proper man..are there any left? :p men with gaul need apply. haha

:'( been bitten by gray twice, and i mean bitten. he wont let anyone handle him. he gone from being a sweet cheeky little bugger to a scared,panicy,agressive rat thats also having fits. think he has a brain tumour. :'( Should have been put to sleep today, twattin doctors fault!!!

Well the doctors was a waste of time! Didnt even have the letter the receptionist said had come through! So was called in for no reason.. i didnt get much sleep last night so went for a couple of hours before going to vets. Didnt happn, woke up an hour ao. Gray has just had another fit and im severely pissed off. thank you doctors for wasting my fucking time.

oooh yeah baby. crimson and matt morgan in the ring at same time. id like to be the filling in that sandwich! oo la la!

buggereegar! took enough meds to knock out 3 people and im wide awake.

time for bed. night fuckfaces.

gray is fittin again. changed doc appointment to tomorrow. my babies are more important than me.

ooooooookay. puzzled. doctors have called me in. o_0

just want to let people who dont know me aware that if im in antisocial/non-talkative mood just leave me be. currently been in this mood for past few days,if i dont reply it means i dont want to talk.

fuckinhell ive nearly got my full flat steel 36" underbust closed. 4 months ago i had a 5" gap at the back. woohoo! got to get some material to customize it for the all dayer on the 15th. looking forward to watching evil scarecrow live for the first time. thank you sherrell and rob. its going to be mega.

death race 2 now. contemplating sticking holes in my tabs.

one more time!!!

 ((ANOTHER motorbike picture which is also still her profile pic))

I CANT TEXT BACK PEOPLE!!! NO CREDIT OR FREE TEXTS. unless someone wants to top me up £10 (voucher) i cant reply.

bed. not slept. moody. not feeling very talkative. psychiatrist later today too. will be even more antisocial later.

<<<<< been to see and learn the controls. Shes my baby.

 ((Another motorbike reference, which is now her profile picture))

My daughter. shes a beauty and roars like a beast. 

((Posted with picture of motorbike she's never going to ride))

my god this dr who is dire! hurry up and finish. i want to watch merlin!

provisional paid for. just got to wait for the forms to come so i can complete them. Starting to feel all grown up. :S

got to get my bike stuff sorted so wont be out next saturday. sorry guys.

now i know why im not allowed to drink on these meds. had one sip and zonked out!

fookinhell! bought some passionfruit liquer and its bloomin lethal! that me merry before going out next saturday!

time for town. got to get photos for provisional. its all getting real now.

ahh bed, biggest love of my life. :)

home made chips (with skin on) and pork steaks with ham n cheese and maybe some steamed veg for tea. yeah i dont buy chips anymore, they are all covered in a light batter. bad supermarkets bad!

ive never been a "normal" person. even as a kid i was weird...and damn proud of it too! viva le freaks!

payday tomorrow. sending off for provisional. eee excited. been having ride out dreams.

today would have been a great ride out day.

got a headache.

oooh yeah. thats the good stuff! cheesy mash, coleslaw and garlic bread (we forgot to buy beans). could eat it again.

 ((I have no doubt))

i hate the sun! got a major headache now. doesnt help that i hate going to town. looking forward to tea tonight. cheesy mash (mum does the best cheesy mash ever!), coleslaw and garlic bread. pure nomage!

 ((What even the fuck meal is that?))

dont know why i bother at times. never good enough for anyone in many ways. Oh yeah, ive been blocked by the infuriating grabby clinger. Thank fuck for that!

so tired. if you need me, tough! im going for a nap.

just woken up, gray has had another fit. :/

watching sons of anarchy..noticed a spar shop in the background and also jaxx looks like one of my exs (before he started to look like a dirty tramp. he was hot back then. was blonde too which i dont normally go for. back then i couldnt resist him,now i wouldnt let him anywhere near me till he had a wash. haha)

so tired but cant sleep. worrying about Gray.

wahey! in size 22 underwear! fuck you size 26! you will never grace my body again! wait till i order zumba, size 16 here i come! i still want big boobs, hips,thighs and ass. just want my tummy alot flatter and my waist back to the curves i had.

all nice and clean now. rats sorted out. also i have fallen in love with chilli chocolate. its the biz people. also seen several tops i like in tesco. gimme!

bloodyhell my legs hurt! wore w.a.s.p tshirt, shorts and trainers up to netto which no longer exists. r.i.p netto, have fond memories of you.

Gray has started having fits :( though he was just chewing the bars in a manic way till i saw him fit this morning. had to go get the huge cage. no landings. worried alot.

starting to look and feel old, im only 27. :/

time for bed. night all.

BONGO BOOBS!

feeling low. :/

packages sent. provisional forms got. bargains in netto. im quite sad that its going. part of my child and adult life going.

time to get up and get rest of my meds and send packages off.

cds done and ready to send. now bedtime. night all.

all of a sudden ive gone very hyper! boing boing!

feel a little bit bad but it needed to be said. A warning to any other lads. touch me after ive asked you politely not to,i will either give you a major warning or shout at you. im am NOT a fucking toy and to touch someone in a unwanted way is harassment. i do not find it funny in the slightest. Keep your hands to yourselves!

just found an ebay shop that does the same corsets as corsets-uk and cheaper. free delivery too. pays to shop around.

watching a jack the ripper thing, i still rekon the ripper was a woman. back then, it was inconcievable that a woman would commit a murder. could have been a doctors wife who had been studying his books behind his back. would explain why they never caught the killer..male arrogance back that wouldnt think a woman would do anything like that.

i love this combo of meds. i feel all positive, peace and love lately. big black head clouds go bye-bye!

i have amazing family, amazing friends, amazing pets, the right medication and things to look forward to.

wide awake. dum de dum deeeee duuuuum.

well it turns out my two boys are protective of me. gray is going mental at the moment. Miller has been round and in my room. they dont like human males in their room. haha

fuck me! how big are the portions in america? and how much oil do they cook with? watching diners, drive-ins and dives. i couldnt eat a quarter of the portions on those plates!

watching bathory. anyone want these 2 share pack of doritos the knobsack left on weds? salted and tangy cheese. i dont eat that crap.

does anyone else find 'frapes' rather childish?

lost a stone! think i might have put it back on after the pizza ive just eaten.

THIS IS TAKING THE FUCKING PISS! appointment was for 12:10pm. im still waiting. never seeing this doctor ever again. always 30+ mins late! my arse is numb as hell and im getting cranky.

docs at 12:10. oh the fun. its doctor woodcock today, which means i will be waiting an extra half hour.

MONGOOSE!

i love my son ste! dont ever change who you are babs!

grrr! :@

wrestling munchies! arent i being healthy? :p

((This is a snack. Jesus Christ))

chesterfield. where everyone stabs each other in the back yet kiss each others arses. what a wonderful town this is.

well thats just made me want to cry. my favourite top has gone bye bye. too big for me. As is my favourite skirt...ebay for that one!!! rare plus size skirt like that should fetch a pretty penny *sniff sniff*

that mood where you are feeling genocidal and everyone would get it! :p

Rant of the day!!!! Im sick of seeing people advertising pets in these selling groups!! Think before you buy any pet, do full fucking research as well. If you havent got the time dont get a pet of any sort!!!!! Once you have a pet FUCKING LOOK AFTER IT INSTEAD OF PASSING IT OFF LIKE IT DOESNT MATTER!! They are YOUR responsibility. Dont breed to just get cash either...you dont know whats going to happen to the babies. People really piss me off with how irrasponsible they are.

yup im in grumpy snappy mood!

men are out, my bike and my boys are my priority. seems any alternative lads are unable to handle me. cowards! whats the matter? tooo metal for yaaaa?! haha

FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW, I DONT WEAR MY MAKE UP ALL THE TIME AND YES IM UGLY WITHOUT IT. I HAV PUT WEIGHT ON DUE TO MEDICATION BUT IM SLOWLY LOSING IT. DONT GET WITH ME IF YOU ARE GOING TO BAIL AFTER SEEING ME LIKE THIS. I DESERVE TO BE TREATED BETTER AND OH YEAH, BE FUCKING STRAIGHT WITH ME. HAD ENOUGH COWARDS IN MY FUCKING LIFE. YES IM ANGRY.

((More like 'due to scampi and microwave pizza'))

could do with getting hammered!

feel like hell. just want to hide away.

((She says, on a social networking website))

going to concentrate on my bike and my boys. leland has a cyst. popped a little, got to keep it clean.

well, guess im dumped then. no attempt at contact, thanks! i feel even more worthless now

guess im just not good enough. going to have a couple of days thinking time. need to figure out why im not good enough for anyone. see you all in 2days. i have no credit or free texts to reply and my phone may be switched off. laters.

\m/ horns to my metal sisters!

so nervous, just jabbered away. haha. forgot how shy i can get.

 ((This is inregards to when SG's 'boyfriend' 'came round to her house'. There is no boyfriend))

yawn! people who can only use my weight or my mental illness to insult just bores me. same shit different people. try using a braincell and come up with something good. then again, you cant waste your last braincell thinking of a intelligent insult...oh wait,you need that last braincell to walk. your so boring its curing my insomnia! haha

exciting times ahead. boyfriend,bike stuff, new night to go out too and cousin sammi to take for first tattoo.

fuckinghell im exausted. nap time!

ive got a motorbike! wohoo!

Sorry lads, im taken. not letting anyone know who it is till we are ready. lets just say, never felt so calm with anyone before. im happy.

YEEEES! Theres going to be a rock n metal night on a SATURDAY! bar battery, i love you! cant wait for that to start!

i have no credit to reply to texts. wont have any credit till saturday.

Feel like ive been beaten up in my sleep. Not feeling very well today. :(

grumpy mood :/ will have no texts or credit tomorrow. moto jumble wasnt on today but a truck fair was. Saw one of the ice road truckers there. got my eye on a lovely silver low rider at the moment. hoping he still has it.

Tattoos creamed, time to dry my hair, get into some warm clothing and then watch stuff ive recorded.

going to newark on sunday with the pops. i may be on two wheels by the end of the year!!!

 

((I assume she's talking about a wheelchair))

Ive decided i want a tshirt made saying "NOT child friendly. Keep children away from her. Only safe when in a drunken good mood." Also, i may regret getting mum tha example song!!! Shes blasting it out at the moment.

SERIOUSLY!! DO HAVE HAVE "I HERE TO BE USED" ACROSS MY FUCKING FOREHEAD?! grumpy fucking mood.

Wants cuddlebuddy :P also, word of the day ia Gecko

aaaaaand relax.

You try to help someone and they just fucking blank you!!! Hes deleted. Fucking spoiled brat needs to stop having temper tantrums because he cant get his own way. He hasnt got a mental illness. Hes just a spoiled fucking bratt!!!! "my mum and dad wont come with me to the hospital" What are you fucking 5!!! At 19 you do shit for yourself. Grow up you infuriating little attention seeking imp!!!

Leland has a solid lump on his tummy. Looks like im going to be down to one rat in the next few months.

Im bored of the music i have at the muisc. Bring me new stuff! i command you all to do so....now gooooo fetch!! :P

sorry all. read my antipsychotics leaflet and common symptons in the first month are increased depression, wanting to self harm, high feeling of loneliness and worthlessness and suicidal thoughts increase. im okay now. i apologise for upsetting anyone.

mmm bit happier in my mood day.

cuddles anyone? :/

offloaded alot of buried emotions unintentionally on someone today. thank you for understanding. i will make it up to you. going to sleep sad as always (as of late). you who have somebody who wants you and those who have very close friends, treasure them. you are lucky thats for sure. new tattoos pics are up. Night night.

if you fancy me and admit it, like this status. *clap clap* (yes im bored)

tattoos done. happy happy joy joy! Also does anyone have a hot air gun they no longer need or can lend me? for free either way. if you could help that would be great.

((Someone's comment to SG on a status:))
Aww sweetie me and jenny was just saying we're gonna do something with you soon lol so I'm gonna arrange a night out and do it goth style!! :D

((SG's response:))


Haha. prefer metaller style buti suppose i could goth it up for one night. Aww thank you babes. I need to get my social life back. Still not heard back from dwp about if ive passed my medical or not. 5 weeks ive been waiting. Its doing my nut in. If i have passed it party time!! its a cause for celebration (and an excuse to drink)

Right, im off to get stabbed with needles. See you in a few hours people. if you need me, text me. havent got my number? ...its on my profile. Timefor some paaaaaaaaaaain!!!!

not feeling very well today. to tattoo or not to tattoo?

well its goodnight frome me,gray and leland. had a good couple of days. plenty to smile about. sweet dreams all.

its weird how i have my chinese, come back on facebook and look on my wall feed to see alot of you having chinese. haha. saturday is officially chinese takeaway day!

Actually starting to fel like i dont want to be single anymore....how odd

fuckinghell the lower part of body hurts. eye watering pain. Also, anyone want to take me up to my uncles tomorrow at 2pm? :p

Im in quite a good mood. :)

shopping done. knackered!

((2 2 litre bottles of vodkat, a bin-liner full of cashews and some ryvita ((for the diet))

right, time for bed. Got busy day tomorrow. later duuuuuuuudes!!

watching animal 24:7. gets me so angry how some people treat their pets. :@ another rottweiler not looked after very well. grrr! its a sign im meant to have one...and also becoming a rspca officer is out of the question. i would end up behind bars waaaay to often.

would like some company tomorrow night. not that i will get it. oh well.

pork loin steaks, steamed veg and steak chips for tea. maybe some gravy. got to use the steak chips up. dont hold hope on them staying down.

 ((GOT to))

well two people have blocked me have made me a touch sadder. those who dont know already..i have a mental illness which sometimes means i go overboard with things. thanks to those who have stook by me through the highs and the extreme lows. feel really low right now...and people wonder why im antisocial

would love someone to cuddle up to tonight. just need a cuddle session. :/ why are there no cuddly single men around when you want one. i live quite close to town yet hardly anyone comes to see me. :( guess only a few care.

awww asda you lie! theres NO cherry in your cherryade. its made with blackcurrant and carrot extracts! bad asda bad!

mmm bananas,grapes,strawberries and cashew nuts in a bowl. uber nom. edward scissorhands before wrestling. oh i am spoiled tonight.

soo envy is under new management. get rid of the current dj for thursday and friday night and get someone who is impartial (i.e doesnt only play for their arsekissers. plays music for EVERYONE), actually has a proper knowledge of various metal, goth, rock etc and i will return for my nights out.

PAY ATTENTION! I am no longer rescuing rats. do not ask me or ask if i know anyone. take them to the rspca, pets at home or put an add in petwise. I AM DONE! i dont want anymore vet bills or buying mass food. PLEASE THINK DEEPLY BEFORE GETTING ANY PET. Ive put my life on hold for 13 years. no longer going to do that.

hopefully next sunday two more tattoos and lost boys one finished. yey. then next is the big one... big thigh piece.

((If it's going to be the whole thigh then yeah it's gonna be fucking massive))

all of a sudden ive hit low. feeling a bit lonely. maybe is time to make appearance changes. maybe its time to change who i am. (in deep thought...pondering on kissing my image goodbye)

ive realised the only thing im selfish over is my bed. rarely share it, usually because i move about in my sleep, kick, punch, headbutt or all 4. usually safer for others not to sleep next to me. haha. its my bed...MINE! :p heehee

time to get munchies and sit down for wrestling. Laters all.

*evil happy grin* my family and friends looked scruffy did we? well bitch, seems like you are the colour green. insult my family and friends again, im coming to find you!

that elated moment you take your underwired bra off and then get into bed.

definatly sticking to the strict diet. its easier than i thought it would be. have to be on the diet because of the meds but after looking at recent photos, im starting to look more like a man the bigger i get. :S

 ((Sure, 'starting to'.))

hahaha! neurofen tablets being recalled because they have accidently put seroquel in them. theres going to be some monged out people about britain! for those who dont know what seroquel is, its a antipsychotic.

So pissed off!!! id love to get hold of that cantankerous bitch!!!!

some men say a womans place is the kitchen. not very well thought out is it. lets put the side of our species that has a shorter temper, have mood swings and generally crazy in a room that has the most dandgerous items in it. not very cleverly thought out. next time you say that to a woman make sure she isnt in the kitchen, you could get a pan or a knife thrown at your head!

time for some sleep. to all the people who are feeling low tonight, dont give up. find happiness within, let it strengthen you. its too late for me, i cant be saved. you can. keep your head up high.

need a huge favour from anyone who works in a hospital, doctors etc that has the tubs of large alcohol wipes (not the tiny injection wipes)and could swipe me a tub or two. i will pay for them...and owe you a huge favour. if you could help that would be great.

Iver decided that the good people wernt worthy of being on my list...(two faced backstabbers anyone???) If you are still on my list, i think your super smashing great. Well done you. give yourselves a round of applause.

well whoever sent that text ought to say who they are and why the hell that text was sent to me. grow a pair and own up!

mini friends clear out... keep nodding off so thats my cue to go to bed. Night and sweet dreams. finish the culling tomorrow.

would love to just lay in bed all day just being cuddled. not much talking, just cuddling. like its ever going to happen. :(

horrible histories kings and queens song gets stuck in my head but it makes me laugh. glad i recorded the songs episodes.

i wish i had more of a social life sometimes but more people means more time spent looking over my shoulder.

just spend the past hour picking out the bits my rats dont like in their food. thats dedication to your pets!

just realise its been a year since i cut my hair off! also next month will be the first year anniversary of my first tattoo. who would have thought a year on i would have 16 pieces of ink!

okay being destructawoman wasnt a good idea. back is now hammering the hell out of me. on the plus side my head feels happy. maybe i should be in a deconstruction job. heehee

im definatly feeling better. even in my weakened state, with pure anger just helped mum destroy the ferrets old run. just give me a hammer and my anger and the image of my doctors face...it wont take long for me to rip through it. half of it was down by time mum looked up. also was great fun ripping the wire mesh from the wood with my bare hands. good fun indeed.

thank you to everyone who wished me well and kept my mind occupied. im recovering now. normal service hopefully resides soon. got to strengthen my leg muscles again.

yup feeling a bit better today.

would love to be with someone who likes some of the same things i do. :/ but as im a unique kind of freak ;) ah well. time for wrestling.its a repeat but worth watching.

could it be? i think im feeling better. not stood up yet though.

really fed up of being ill. operation: flush out starts tomorrow. im not spending another week like this!

starting to feel like im never going to better. :,(

my body was definatly not ready for codine phosphate yet. pukeorama over here! least i slept more than i have in a while.

feel so alone and empty at the moment. :,/ hate it when this happens.

my number is on my profile if anyone wants it.

commencing mind shut down!

((I think that happened several years ago))

fuck it! if people cant be arsed to reply to me then dont bother at all. fucking fed up of being treated like crap by people i give a damn about. you obviously dont give a damn about me so good-fucking-bye. had enough of people. ive been very ill this past week and its shown who my true friends are. im going to do what i fucking like..dont give a shit who doesnt like it!

im a poorly squishy.

too much annoying me to list. couldnt get to docs today. got to wait till monday. in alot of fucking pain but cant take any codine phosphate till the dihydracodine is out of my system. cranky? bet your life i am!

hahahaha! was out killing rats and the gun went off "accidently" and shot him instead. I call that karma you malicious cruel bastard. Now you know how them poor creatures felt. shame it only accidently went off once. prick!

some lasses need to learn some sense of dignity. you dont have to pose in underwear to be sexy. to me less is more. my profile pic is about as "slutty" as i get. as for putting yourself on fbook in underwear, do you really need that much attention or that lacking in self esteem? does make you wonder.

favourite word of the day... Kinkajou!

TO NON-PET OWNERS who visit our homes.
(1) Don't complain about our pets.They live here,you don't.
(2) if you don't want their hair on your clothes,stay off the furniture.That's why they call it 'Fur'-niture.
(3) Chances are,I love my pets more than i like you.
(4) To you, they are animals.To me, they are family . who are hairy, walk on all fours & don't talk back.
♥ Re-post if you love your pets

loving meerkat manor. seen it before but its still awesome.

today, i will be mainly sorting the shit out on my computer. some of this music has got to come off. want all the shite music off it!

might attempt that sleep thing again. for an hour or so.

my next night out ensemble. (whenever that is). corset will be done tighter and i will be wearing my new rocks. i forgot how heavy and long that skirt is. (its also starting to get too big for me. nooo!)

fuck sake! another person dead due to riots. beaten for trying to put fires out. well done scumbags you have now just got yourselves a murder charge when they find you. *claps sarcasticly* idiots!

OW! FUCKING PAIN! i think its time for a black aniseed schnapps raid!

walking up the stairs i realised i look like a nun! one of the lying twats of my life would have loved this.

got to get to the doctors tomorrow! cant spend another day being miss psycho angrypants.

argh! fucking orange are being a pain today. this is all i fucking need! im in uber cranky nasty bitch mode, be warned!

anyone got a spare body they arent using? good job i decided to not go to bloodstock. to those going please kidnap me a blackie lawless, a abbath and a adrian erlandsson please.

my profile pic is of me as a 3 year old with our mac. Proof that is all in the training of the dog. yes thats a rottweiler. so sod anyones theories about them being dangerous dogs. train them right people!

i think its final. once my rats are gone we are having a rottweiler. mums on board by the sounds of it. she hasnt instantly said no which is a shocker. im having a male rottweiler thats for sure. going to have insuranced and him microchipped. just got to think of a name when i get one. he will be neautered, trained and well loved. my bed will be his too. im excited for the future.

still awake. super cranky bitch later today.

right, net time is nearly out. i wish you all well and hope you all stay safe wherever you are. goodnight all.

layed in bed...in eyewatering pain. the black aniseed schnapps seems a good idea right now.

THE FUCKING BITCH HAS ONLY PUT CODINE PHOSPHATE ON THE PRESCRIPTION FORM! means ive got to piss about going back to the docs to get the other two medications im supposed to have. ive had enough of whittington moor fucking surgery! im going to see the back of them soon! theyve fucked up too much now! ive no money to catch bus or get a taxi to the doctors so im going to have to walk in the state and pain im in now. really angry right now.

right now, the riots can kiss my huge paper white ass. got other things to worry about.

 ((Like what, having one of your rats out-achieve you?))

thank you doctors for putting me on medication that nearly put me in hospital! wont be going anywhere for a while. grrr!

doctors at 4:10pm. got to get my meds.

dear human rights do-gooders. all your medling and suck over the past 20+ years, bet your proud of yourselves now. look what your softly softly attitude is being thrown back in your face. catch the fucking rioters and send them to the most dangerous, poverty striken place on earth...and leave them there. no money, no food, dirty water and no home.

i dont mean to be racist buuut has anyone else seen any white people in the rioting and looting?

on a lighter note. the dulco constipation ad. "for predictable relief when you wake" 1) that cat wouldnt still be under her ass for that long and b) she wouldnt be waking up smiling and slowly getting up. she would be getting up like a rocket and running to the bog!

what the fuck? why bring animals into these riots? The police have loads of other options example - teargas or rubber bullets! using dogs and horses are a big fucking no in my book! if it was america the guns would be out and fire engines blasting the fuckers with a force from the water cannons!

oven roasted mushroom pate on multiseed bread. very nom and the rats agree. doubt my stomach will in a bit.

wont be out tomorrow night. got the pukes and shoots. ring of fire doesnt even cover it! wish my body would give me a break.

 ((Maybe you should give your body a break, from egg custards and Vodkat))

the big brother adverts on channel 5 are REALLY starting to piss me off. just a bunch of attention seeking wankers! now time for meerkat manor and a sandwich.

foobin typical! i want to go out tomorrow night and ive got that bug thats going around. good job the sink is in puking range of the toilet. feel weak.

i have given my uncle a major challenge. the top where i have the reaper on the back is my next tattoo. then im having two dragons on the back of each calf, then the four roses,then having writing for the elements, then having a tattoo of my nanas favourite flower with her name under it, then its the rat version of hear no, see no, speak no evil, then its time to design my full sleeves. yep im addicted! i thrive on tattoo pain.

i love my bed. its just amazing.

podged. lovely sunday dinner. egg custard later.

those moments where you could go around chesterfield with a proper katana and slicing twats heads off! yup in feeling a bit genocidal today. oo sunday dinner smells good!

well, there was naff all on car boot. went into town..finally found underwear i like..in marks and spencers. didnt half get funny looks being in shorts, darkthrone tshirt and trainers. was flash the tatts day. haha

only owe mum £140 now. once thats paid im having another tattoo. still got the itch! got a major challenge for my uncle. going to have a word next time i see him. my boys have the cutest looks on their faces when i go near their cage. really adorable.

got tuesday nights outfit sorted. cash put aside for it. just got to pick tracks i want to hear played. any requests to put on the usb, let me know. lets rock it baby!

o dear! im singing along to kiss! whats happening to me?! nooo! (im watching journeys american top 50 on viva.)

why does steve perry remind me of my ex marc? lol

a litre of mountain dew energy. might need to prepare the bouncy walls! haha.

so to sum up, ameria, which is the richest country in the world, is in debt. a lad got killed in an area where polar bears live in norway. "you thick twat" seems to be the appropriate words. you go into wild animals domain you deserve what you get! you would think humans would know better by now.

((Poor Ameria))

i feel oddly happy. manic stage approaching i sense. also a deep thinking session was needed. i dont need a relationship, dont need a man to be with for life. i am happy on my own with my pets. eventually i will have a dog...because at least a dog will be loyal, affectionate and loving...and yes it with either be a rottweiler, labrador or german sheppard. i just see men as walking dildos now. ive had my time with relationships.

time for bed. sweet dreams all.

i love my family and true friends, my pets and my bed. couldnt ask for anything more.

happy birthday to my boys leland and gray. 1 year old.

just woke up from a random dream about falling, woke up with my arms out like i was trying to stop from falling.

wondering why i have a phone and facebook at all. hardly anyone texts,calls or put anything on facebook. might as well get rid of it.

would love some charitable donations to help me get a 2nd landline put in. i can dream right?

could just drink a gin and tonic with a slice of lemon.

okay, next tuesday. Im super dooper definaly going out to blue bells alternative night. even if ive no cash im there! starting to become a hermit and that has to stop!

i would really like cuddles. real life ones.

blah blah blah blah. got a stressy few days ahead.

 

((How?))

getting sick of these meds, got a burning feeling just at the bottom of my throat. grrr!

for my tea its steak chips, lamb shank, steamed veggies all with a lamb and mint gravy.

 ((Not mentioned: an onion ring-stained trifle bowl full of mash and a 2 x400g fruit and nut bars used as bread))

i think that the symbol for peace should change to a set of boobs! men and woman. gay,lesbian, bi or straight love boobs. BOOBS FOR THE NEW SIGN FOR PEACE! you know it makes sense.

had trout for the first time. the ferrets like it, i think its okay. couple of small fillets, salad and boiled potatoes. yum!

 ((Not mentioned: a trifle bowl of onion rings, 2 litres of coke and a Vienetta))

so whats the gossip? what have i missed?

I HAVE NO CREDIT OR FREE TEXTS. NO NET EITHER. CALL ME IF YOU NEED ME...

i cant reply to texts as i have no credit or free texts.

I WANT A VAMPIRE ROTTWEILER!

would like a kind person to go on the corset-uk site, go to COTD and order me the emerald longline underbust 36" please! i will pay you back my next payday! its the £20 one. pleeeease! id love you forever.

people annoy me at times. putting some things over other things that are more important then moan about stuff thats their own fault. get your priorities in the right order!

me and my boys nomming crumpets. i love my boys, they are the only males i need..(as well as my male family)

*sniffs* i need a shower. i stink!

okay boredom has set in. im going to poke the people i find do-able or very clothes ripping of hot!

maaaan its too warm. decided my next tattoos are. having 4 roses to reprisent my brothers, my mum and my dad. just need £80! haha. got to pick a design to reprisent my nana. going on back of calf.

having a thnk about gettin rid of a few electrical items. just having a th

may go to corner house next friday. give it a go.

i want another tattoo!! *grump!* damn owing mum money.

morning all. cant think of anything else to say.

 

((FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-))

would like someone to cuddle me in bed. just cuddling.

nap time. :) love all you weirdos.

making rice pudding again. was nommy last time.

free to good home. 2litre still water bottles. 7 cases (6 bottles in each case) and 4 loose bottles. must pick up.

mmm this woman on daybreak complaining about benefits shes on has made me laugh. shes going on about how eventually shes going to have to choose bills or food yet she had a very nice posh kitchen and rest of the house was posh too.and heres the best bit, she gets £250 a week! thats more than i get a fortnight!

 ((What you should be getting a fortnight: nothing))

damn cotton mouth! good job weve got ten cases of bottled water as weve been advised not to drink water from the tap, which by the way killed sirus. waiting on test results from water board.

if i have credit and can get the orangeweds ticket anyone who wants it just txt me your numbe and i will send the orangeweds text to you. my number is on my profile.

finally finished my "friends" list clearout. congratulations if you can see this. give yourself a clap,your awesome enough to be on my list. :)

((A few days later: *adds several people she doesn't know at all*))

will not fall asleep, will not fall asleep. zzzzzz.

*yawn* today is a sleepy day.

lost boys tattoo nearly healed. :)

diet starts monday. means no booze, no breaded or battered items, no takeaways, no chips, no red meat, no frying, no chocolate or sweets, no cheese and no processed foods. going to get an exercise routine in order and shift this horrid fat off. after being weight at the docs its shook me up alot.

making rice pudding. mmmmmm.

well, we are having our tap water assessed. should be interesting. got medical on 3rd august.

want cuddles, chocolate and cash.

think i might do my hair cerise again with plum end bits.

way to make enemies *claps sarcasticly*

morning campers. anyone else sick of hearing about this phone hacking scandle?

friend list clearing is nearly done. if i havent removed you off my list but you dont want me on yours then please feel free to delete me. i would want to inconvienance you.

my new favourite insult for people is 'Knobsackorama' :) it will catch on. haha

i have decided i want a 120gb ipod and speaker dock. me wanty!

well been to doctors. got fuck loads of meds :S glad dr church is back. she is my favourite doctor.

i want to go back to bed!

 ((This status was posted for when SG actually had to leave the house for a 20 minute doctors appointment))

and its friends list clearout time. if you love me say so now :p

watching finding nemo...again. can never tire of this film.

om nom nom, ice pops in bed.

all clean and fresh. early night for me.

finding nemo on channel 5 in 12 mins. MIIIIIINE!

i want more holes, more ink, more boots and more clothes.

Right, tomorrow is clean out day. im removing people that ignore my comments on their statuses, dont even talk to me or are just on my list to be a spy. if you think you are one or all of them 3 either remove yourself or im removing you. (this excludes game people and people who actually talk to me).

ooo kurt angle, rob roode, crimson, james storm for eye candy and my fave ever wrestler sting. im a happy chappy. feel a bit sick after eating a whole bag of peanut m n ms though.

what the hell is wrong with everyone as of late? right grumpy boogars! im the miserable grumpy bitch. stop trying to nick my title! damn you, damn you aaaaaall! XD

RIGHT...lets get one thing clear, i will not be anyones "secret" friend anymore. you are either my friend or not. im not going to be made to feel worthless or used anymore. fed up of people only wanting to talk to me when they are bored or want something from me. im not going to be used anymore.