wow. suh a nice thing to know ive got mates who give a shit. been gone off here since saturday and no-ones noticed. Also im not going to even try to help anyone anymore. i get it thrown back in my face. also when will people get it into thier heads that im not interested in getting wankered anymore...some of us have grown up!

might as well catchup on tv ive recorded. As i fell asleep early last night, i missed Tna, luckily i set the freeview for record so im off to go perv on some men in spandex. also, its weird having my phone being so quiet today. if o need me, you know what to do. laters.

so tired. if you need me, tough! im going for a nap.

offloaded alot of buried emotions unintentionally on someone today. thank you for understanding. i will make it up to you. going to sleep sad as always (as of late). you who have somebody who wants you and those who have very close friends, treasure them. you are lucky thats for sure. new tattoos pics are up. Night night.

Right, im off to get stabbed with needles. See you in a few hours people. if you need me, text me. havent got my number? ...its on my profile. Timefor some paaaaaaaaaaain!!!!