i feel oddly happy. manic stage approaching i sense. also a deep thinking session was needed. i dont need a relationship, dont need a man to be with for life. i am happy on my own with my pets. eventually i will have a dog...because at least a dog will be loyal, affectionate and loving...and yes it with either be a rottweiler, labrador or german sheppard. i just see men as walking dildos now. ive had my time with relationships.