Fucks sake! Medical again! Talk about taking the piss!

"pigmy goat? is it a cross between a goat and a pig?" *facepalm* just been on a advert on e4 for made in chelsea. Proof you really dont need brains to be on tv these days. why do people watch that utter braindead shite? its just plastic tanned twats saying stupid things, pouting, vacant stares and backstabbing each other~! if i wanted to see that i could go into town!

mmmm giant candy cane in tsco. i had to have one. tastes like seaside rock. nom nom nom

Dont even know why i even bother with people. am i that much of a chore that even a one word answer is too much? im sick of people only wanting me when it suits them. getting to the point where im ready to just say fuck off to everyone. i deserve to be treated better than this. sick of fairweather friends..its all i seem to attract. sick of people who use me to make themselves feel better. how wou

ld they like it if i did it to them? they wouldnt, they would be bitching like little fuckin children, making it out like im the bad person to everyone else. sick of people lying about me to cover thier own arse. making me look like im a hanger on/pathetic because they havent got the balls to admit stuff. I'm fucking done. I really am at the end of my tether. considering removing all social shite from my life. Let's see who really wants to keep in contact. let's see whos worth thier salt.

(thats better) I am dubious about this night. Have made an enquiry for us older lot. One thing, has no-one learned that strictly metal nights dont work? Needs to be an ALTERNATIVE night with a mixed range of alternative music. will get people out more. Bluebell is pretty cheap on drinks, just need to get the night right and people interested.

oh thats nice! I forget that some people are fucking perfect. i have a couple of low moments recently and i get removed! must remember in future that those people are perfect, must remember it. must remember it. Knobheads. Also the fucking council are playing fuck ups! now if you have spare rooms, they are going to charge you for it!!! £10 for the first room, £25 for every room after that!! talk a

bout encouraging people to have big families!! we are now going o have to pay an extra £10 a week because we have one spare room that isnt being used by a person. We use that room as a wardrobe and to keep things in. £3 a week just to keep my clothes and bog roll in a room. we had to sit an discuss whether to move or not. its disgusting and so unfair to people who have lived in a council house thier whole lives, pay rent and be a good tennant etc. we have to buy a parking permit every year because the councils bright idea was to charge the residents, not make it cheaper for college people to use the car parks in town. (before the permits its was horrendous round here with college kids parking allover.)

definatly time for a new bed. saving up time!!

Felt really guilty taking giggles and keiko away from betty. Her little face looked so upset. As if to say "where are you taking them? :,s " :( Was only in for a night. Still feel guilty.

Hating being single at the moment. Then again who wants an ugly,fat, tattoo covered, metal loving, motorbike riding, mentally ill, physically fucked, no sex drive, tempermental, hard to cope with, easily angered woman? You would have to be mental to want to go for a woman like that! Haha.

To those of you who have someone. cherise them. appreciate them. show everyday that you are so glad you are with them. Above all be thankful that you have someone who likes or even loves you for all you are..even your faults. Must be really nice to have that. must be amazing to feel like someone actually wants to be with you..in my deep thoughts, never really had any of that. Never felt like i was ever truely wanted, because if they did...i wouldnt be so alone right now. so if someone wants to be with you...you are so lucky, so so so lucky.

Figured out why im so low at the moment. Side effects of the meds. Be another week before they go. Please bear with me.

i won the corset!!! oh yeah baby, my next night out i will be leather clad around my waist!

would love a cuddle in bed but alas...its empty as always. *sigh* night all.

you know ur feeling that shite when you dont even turn your head to watch Ian Somerhalder and cant even be arsed to reply to texts.

Dum dee dum dum.

what the hell? that helen uselessflappygan needs drowning!! spoilt little brat. how dare she have a go at those two men who even asked her why she even went in there! valid question. just drown her...just do it!! also why are people voting for that attention seeking brat when theres a conservative member in there? this is our chance to tell the cons what we think of them. think people...THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINK!!!

Happy squishy! *waits for someone to ruin it*