post is here. still no letter saying wether i have passed or not. no matter dwp, your only leaving someone with mental health issues to stress out and get even more ill. its okay you take your time to fucking tell me. if i was a fucking druggie or a raging alcoholic they would havetold me by now.

Back to feeling down. Can i just make everyone aware that i am having money worries. I cant afford nights out, events etc till june time. Thats if i dont fail the medical. If i do fail i will only just be able to afford to live. Im getting down with everything at the moment thats to involves having to money to do.

Rang dwp. They know fuck all but told me payments are still "live". Just want to know already. :'( dont know what to do or say anymore. Sorry ive been withdrawn with everyone. Plus side psychiatrist next tuesday

this is fucking torture. i juat want to know the results of it already! starting to stress me out and get me down alot. its okay atos and dwp...its only my life your fucking about with. take your time and leave someone with mental issues to stress out/panic/get worse through not knowing. arrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!

so much stress lately. still dont know the results of the medical and its been 3 weeks :/

well medical over. just wait and see about results of i now. her fce when i said what i wanted to do to the psychiatrist ive got rid of. was a picture. Anyways, time to start thinking "fuck it" to a few things.

starting to feel nauseous now. hair is tied up, all prep is ready. fucking hate aftern appointments. not been able to take ny meds today and im in frikkin pain! 4pm fucking appointments ¬¬

Fucks sake! Medical again! Talk about taking the piss!