he had to go! started irritating me too much. nearly every bloomin status! personal space invader...do one!
i love some of you lot on here. always manage to make me smile and laugh.
oh bollocks! my pc mouse has decide to kaput on me.
too bloody hot! big pants and bra time.
in bed with a bowl of readybrek. nom!
giant mole rats on merlin.
«---- is like marmite. you either hate me or love me. :p
in bed all warm and toasty...and no im not sharing!
quite happy right now. :)
keep having dreams that my bike is going to get pilfered :S anyone but me or dad touches my bike theres going to be murder! cant stand thieving people!
woohooo my Finntroll to is getting baggie on me. still keeping it though. one of my fave tops.
leland is going to be one spoiled rat. would like to get him a friend around his age but as long as i have him with me majority of the time he should be okay.
vets in ten minutes. will be left with leland.
reason to be single part 1! men these days seem to lack manliness. i dont want a pussified,needy,clingy,wimpy man. i want a proper man..are there any left? :p men with gaul need apply. haha
:'( been bitten by gray twice, and i mean bitten. he wont let anyone handle him. he gone from being a sweet cheeky little bugger to a scared,panicy,agressive rat thats also having fits. think he has a brain tumour. :'( Should have been put to sleep today, twattin doctors fault!!!
Well the doctors was a waste of time! Didnt even have the letter the receptionist said had come through! So was called in for no reason.. i didnt get much sleep last night so went for a couple of hours before going to vets. Didnt happn, woke up an hour ao. Gray has just had another fit and im severely pissed off. thank you doctors for wasting my fucking time.
oooh yeah baby. crimson and matt morgan in the ring at same time. id like to be the filling in that sandwich! oo la la!
buggereegar! took enough meds to knock out 3 people and im wide awake.
time for bed. night fuckfaces.
gray is fittin again. changed doc appointment to tomorrow. my babies are more important than me.
ooooooookay. puzzled. doctors have called me in. o_0
just want to let people who dont know me aware that if im in antisocial/non-talkative mood just leave me be. currently been in this mood for past few days,if i dont reply it means i dont want to talk.
fuckinhell ive nearly got my full flat steel 36" underbust closed. 4 months ago i had a 5" gap at the back. woohoo! got to get some material to customize it for the all dayer on the 15th. looking forward to watching evil scarecrow live for the first time. thank you sherrell and rob. its going to be mega.
death race 2 now. contemplating sticking holes in my tabs.
one more time!!!
((ANOTHER motorbike picture which is also still her profile pic))
I CANT TEXT BACK PEOPLE!!! NO CREDIT OR FREE TEXTS. unless someone wants to top me up £10 (voucher) i cant reply.
bed. not slept. moody. not feeling very talkative. psychiatrist later today too. will be even more antisocial later.
<<<<< been to see and learn the controls. Shes my baby.
((Another motorbike reference, which is now her profile picture))
My daughter. shes a beauty and roars like a beast.
((Posted with picture of motorbike she's never going to ride))
my god this dr who is dire! hurry up and finish. i want to watch merlin!
provisional paid for. just got to wait for the forms to come so i can complete them. Starting to feel all grown up. :S
got to get my bike stuff sorted so wont be out next saturday. sorry guys.
now i know why im not allowed to drink on these meds. had one sip and zonked out!
fookinhell! bought some passionfruit liquer and its bloomin lethal! that me merry before going out next saturday!
time for town. got to get photos for provisional. its all getting real now.
ahh bed, biggest love of my life. :)
home made chips (with skin on) and pork steaks with ham n cheese and maybe some steamed veg for tea. yeah i dont buy chips anymore, they are all covered in a light batter. bad supermarkets bad!
ive never been a "normal" person. even as a kid i was weird...and damn proud of it too! viva le freaks!
payday tomorrow. sending off for provisional. eee excited. been having ride out dreams.
today would have been a great ride out day.
oooh yeah. thats the good stuff! cheesy mash, coleslaw and garlic bread (we forgot to buy beans). could eat it again.
((I have no doubt))
i hate the sun! got a major headache now. doesnt help that i hate going to town. looking forward to tea tonight. cheesy mash (mum does the best cheesy mash ever!), coleslaw and garlic bread. pure nomage!
((What even the fuck meal is that?))
dont know why i bother at times. never good enough for anyone in many ways. Oh yeah, ive been blocked by the infuriating grabby clinger. Thank fuck for that!
so tired. if you need me, tough! im going for a nap.
just woken up, gray has had another fit. :/
watching sons of anarchy..noticed a spar shop in the background and also jaxx looks like one of my exs (before he started to look like a dirty tramp. he was hot back then. was blonde too which i dont normally go for. back then i couldnt resist him,now i wouldnt let him anywhere near me till he had a wash. haha)
so tired but cant sleep. worrying about Gray.
wahey! in size 22 underwear! fuck you size 26! you will never grace my body again! wait till i order zumba, size 16 here i come! i still want big boobs, hips,thighs and ass. just want my tummy alot flatter and my waist back to the curves i had.
all nice and clean now. rats sorted out. also i have fallen in love with chilli chocolate. its the biz people. also seen several tops i like in tesco. gimme!
bloodyhell my legs hurt! wore w.a.s.p tshirt, shorts and trainers up to netto which no longer exists. r.i.p netto, have fond memories of you.
Gray has started having fits :( though he was just chewing the bars in a manic way till i saw him fit this morning. had to go get the huge cage. no landings. worried alot.
starting to look and feel old, im only 27. :/
packages sent. provisional forms got. bargains in netto. im quite sad that its going. part of my child and adult life going.
time to get up and get rest of my meds and send packages off.
cds done and ready to send. now bedtime. night all.
all of a sudden ive gone very hyper! boing boing!
feel a little bit bad but it needed to be said. A warning to any other lads. touch me after ive asked you politely not to,i will either give you a major warning or shout at you. im am NOT a fucking toy and to touch someone in a unwanted way is harassment. i do not find it funny in the slightest. Keep your hands to yourselves!
just found an ebay shop that does the same corsets as corsets-uk and cheaper. free delivery too. pays to shop around.
watching a jack the ripper thing, i still rekon the ripper was a woman. back then, it was inconcievable that a woman would commit a murder. could have been a doctors wife who had been studying his books behind his back. would explain why they never caught the killer..male arrogance back that wouldnt think a woman would do anything like that.
i love this combo of meds. i feel all positive, peace and love lately. big black head clouds go bye-bye!
i have amazing family, amazing friends, amazing pets, the right medication and things to look forward to.
wide awake. dum de dum deeeee duuuuum.
well it turns out my two boys are protective of me. gray is going mental at the moment. Miller has been round and in my room. they dont like human males in their room. haha
fuck me! how big are the portions in america? and how much oil do they cook with? watching diners, drive-ins and dives. i couldnt eat a quarter of the portions on those plates!
