Tuesday, 12 March 2013
I sometimes sit and wonder if i should have settled down, had a kid or two. "have some meaning to my life" as people say. Then i look back, see all the rescues in my life and i realise, they were the meaning to my life. My little furbabies. I spent my years giving my best to animals in need. Feel a bit empty without having any at the moment.
[[A note of answered questions by SG. Who the fuck even thinks that anyone gives a shit about reading your giant list of shit opinions and boring lifestyle habits? Also who even writes these things in the first place?]]
Your last ex gets his heart broken, would you feel bad for him?
i would likely laugh in his face.
Do you have any piercings?
nose, lip once and ears twice
Your ex says leaving you was a mistake, you say?
Haha. well duh?! but for some the grass is always greener elsewhere./
Are you a mean person?
i can be.
Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
i dont play hard to get. i either like you or i dont.
Were you single on your last birthday?
yes
Have you ever spent the night at a boy’s house?
Yes
When was the last time you felt honestly broken?
A few days ago.
Are you craving something?
nope.
Be honest, do you like people in general?
Nope! people such hairy money toes.
Are you going to get hurt any time soon by someone?
probably. someones always out to upset,use or treat me like crap to make themselves feel better.
Are you thinking of someone right now?
Yes
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
not really but meds will prob keep me comtased for a while.
Have you ever tripped in public?
Yes
Do you wear glasses?
No...supposed to though
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Nope....why would they?
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Nope. im pretty blunt.
The person who hurt you the most calls you because they need you, do you go?
im a soft twat so more likely will go...unless they have really hurt me badly. then they would get told to fuck off.
What would you do if the last person you kissed told you that kissing you was a mistake?
lol.. wouldnt be the first time!
When was the last time you stayed up late because you were talking to someone?
sooo long ago. im not very talkative these days
Has anyone a grade above you ever had a crush on you?
well older lads have before.
Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
No
Have you had a good day today?
Not really.
Are you a forgiving person?
i used to be. not so much now
Have you ever slept in someone else’s bed?
Yes.
Is there any chance you will kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes
Is any part of you sad at all?
most of the time
Do you still talk to the last person you made out with?
Not spoken for nearly 5 days
Do you still talk to the person who broke your heart the worst?
No
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
Im hated allover. XD i love it.
Are you wearing socks right now?
No
Is your birthday on a holiday?
No
Would you ever get a tattoo?
well ive got 21 so far...what do you think?
Can you make a dollar in change right now?
nope!
Are you listening to music right now?
Yes. my chill out playlist
Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
Yup. always do
What’s the most romantic thing you’ve ever done for a partner?
erm.. i cant remember.
When was the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
recently.
Have you ever been out past curfew?
Yep
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My dad
How’s life going for you at the moment?
Shit but has some good parts i guess
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
yup. got it once
Do you need to say anything to someone?
nope.
What was the worst mistake of your life?
getting involved with relationships.
Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
Yes
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yes
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes
Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
not at the moment. would probably last a day!
When was the last time that you consumed alcohol?
last week
Who was the last person to cook dinner?
Me
Would you lie to get away with something?
Nope. i hate lying. it makes me mad when i get lied to so why would i ever do it to someone else?
Have you ever sworn in front of your parents?
Yes. im just as bad as them sometimes
How many people have told you they were in love with you?
lol....erm i dunno. maybe 3-4
Do you believe exes can ever really be just friends?
No.
Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Yea.
Is there anyone of the opposite sex that you trust completely?
I dont trust anyone
How often do you wear necklaces?
only when i go for a night out
What was the longest time you’ve liked someone for?
over a decade
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
yes.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
i dont smoke
In total, how many piercings and tattoos do you have?
1 nose, 1 lip and two ears
Do you get distracted easily?
i can do.
Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes
Do you tend to make things complicated?
Yes...but thats just me
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Yes
Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
No.
Have you ever been cheated on?
By most of my exs.
If someone had feelings for you, would you want them to tell you?
I dunno. if they wanted to tell me then thats up to them. im not that fussed at the moment.
Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Never again. cheat once and you are outta there!
Have you ever stayed up with someone of the opposite sex for a whole night just talking?
Yes
Where was your profile picture taken?
at home
Are you counting down for anything?
yeah, results of the bloomin medical!
How often do you drink energy drinks?
i go through phases of drinking them..
Is there someone you’d really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
not really. gone antisoial
Did you climb trees when you were younger?
Yeah!
Do you ignore people when you’re mad/upset with them?
most of the time. if they have really angered me, i tell them.
Where was the last place you went besides your house?
tesco
Were you single over the summer?
yes
When each week comes around, do you always find yourself looking forward to Friday?
not really.
Your ex randomly shows up at your house, what do you say?
depends on which one it is.
Have you ever liked someone just because they were good looking?
Yes. *hangs head in shame*
Have you ever dyed your hair?
yup. redying tomorrow
Are you an emotional person?
im manic depressive...what do you think?!
Are you nice to everyone?
nope!
Have you had any relationships this year?
nope
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
yes... sunday night.
Do you like to sleep?
doesnt everyone like to?!
Are you a morning person or a night person?
afternoon person
What feature do you usually get most complimented on?
eyes
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yes ¬¬ its a bit annoying sometimes
Nope. still cant get excited. infact i dont even want to go. Crowds of people, stuck in nottingham for 12 hours with feck all money, walking around with painfull knees,back and hips and having to muster up conversations for that long. swear if anyones says "you will be fine" you will get removed and im not even joking!! im feeling all panicy and nauseous.
ooop! just realised ive spent 3 hours pampering my bike with alot of help from my dad (Thanks pops) .Pipes for the exauhst are now black. she looks alot better. had some t-cut on her wounds. total polish and autosol down today. all set for next week...minus that she needs some gogo juice. Its a good job im single. if i had a mister he would have been ignored for hours!
i am going to make this clear now. Anyone who sends me an invite to that "persons" tuesday night at the blue bell will be removed from my list. Anyone who thinks its okay to get a mother of two young kids into debt and cause criminal damage in her and her childrens home disgusts me. im also sick of getting people coming up to me asking about said person, because he owes them money. asking me if i know where he lives as they want thier cash. sorry but after what he did to hannah, i will never have anything to do with that person ever again.....let alone any nights he dj's at.
Back to feeling down. Can i just make everyone aware that i am having money worries. I cant afford nights out, events etc till june time. Thats if i dont fail the medical. If i do fail i will only just be able to afford to live. Im getting down with everything at the moment thats to involves having to money to do.
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