home made king prawn and veg egg noodles. nom!

feeling a bit better. i could just eat a roast chicken dinner. cant wait for tomorrow night. got outfit planned. pre drinks gotten. i want more cashew nuts. someone bring me some, the big 250 bag one. nom nom.

Anyone seen or heard from Jonny B? i have the dvds of music for him. was supposed to be coming round today to pick them up.

having a non-metal music day today. bit of gaga, p!nk and oh yesh the master of the power ballads, michael boltom. yes thats correct, michael bolton. XD

well..so far in my hooker experiement i would have made £760 over 3 nights. good job i have morals and would never go into prostitution.

time for bed. night all.

so fucking hurt at the moment. fuck chesterfield and the people in it!

i love epilators! thank you tracy. im going to have hours of fun with this! teehee

up early. To those who dont know, my alternative going out places will be blue bell on tuesday and then corner house in brim on a fri/sat. and then corp once a month which reminds me, who wants to come with me and two other people on 9th july?

want cuddles...like now! lol.

so bored. be 2am already so i can buy stuff! grrr!

looks like im havin a bed day.

gimme all your codine, sertraline and diazepam too. gimme all your codine dont give up till im high oooo! XD

in a jolly mood atm.

got a rate sore dry rash on my calf thats to be tattooed! cant have it finished today.

some people just make me want to get violent!

i want cuddles, lots of cuddles now damnit!

looking through my friends list and realising i have some hotties on there. shame your all far away. :p

cant sleep. i miss queenie drinking times. i rekon we all need to get together for at least one more session. whos with me?

right, time for bed. got tattoo finishing tomorrow. laters all!

should be a good night at blue bell next tuesday. :) johnny, you best get the place a'rockin with awesome old school rock! (if you need a hand in picking tracks inbox me. i want to make the night the BEST in town!)

has developed a fancy for kurt angle! can pin me down for three anytime!

wish these dreams about my first love would bugger off. i want to bury the feelings i have for him. :/

scrap that. roll on thursday! tattoo gets finished. then im going to pay mum off and then move on to my dragon tattoo.

wish it was saturday already!

just had my meal of the day. steamed veg and king prawn chow mein. yum!

horrible histories time!

food or bed? food or bed?

 ((The WORST human))

cant be arsed to eat. means cooking. someone bring me a subway or fish n chips!

blessed solstice to my pagan,wiccan, druid bretherin

 ((I feel at this point I should just reiterate that I swear to God this isn't a made-up person. This is a real person. Think about that. Just. Think about how that's happened))

ive got to stop waking up as soon as is light outside.

wow! theres animal bi-products in washing powder, fabric conditioner, soap, make up etc. look for tallow in the ingredients.

i think Leland thinks im food! go for a run you crazy rat!

dwp supposed to be calling me today and have they? no! so ive waited around all day for them NOT to call. grumpy!

tattoo gets finished on thursday! yey!

woah! theres some hot men on facebook. so many men,so little time! XD

well ive got to sit around waiting for the idiots to ring.

i need to buy a womens electric razor...or a epilator. mmmm

well im out of codine phosphate and diazepam. dwp are ringing me tomorrow so cant go to docs.

i think i will be avoiding kids club . looks like giving corner house a try one friday...in a few weeks that is. £1.50 jagerbombs? im there!

bored! number is on profile if you need me.

struggled to eat my sunday dinner but i didnt give up. it was getting in ma belly!

in your 40s and acting like a child? Try NEW grow a spine formula order now and you get free grow the fuck up capsules. (limited time only)

sending all troubled people the best of wishes. hope you manage to solve them.

bro just bought a chinese and now its time for machete! the tekken film sucked!

cant be arsed to eat today. going to get my boys and cuddle up in bed.

im happier being single. :) just me and my boys. they are all i need.

i love my bed. mmmm

wahahahaha! ive got the briefcase with the family photos! got alot of scanning to do today!

ooo atlas from gladiators! i so would!

first lot of meds didnt work. heres to lot number two!

bullet dodged. happy-ish again. guess im just a wild woman. cant tame me. lol. i like my freedom. once ive paid mum off my social life will be back in order. corp once a month as well. viva la freedom!

fucking dwp! thanks for ruining my plans you fuckwits!

woken up feeling low as fuck and in tears. get to see my mister today. yey.

would like some vanilla ice cream (has to be the one with vanilla seeds in it). bashed up daim bar and chopped up whole nut bar. in a bowl and mixed together. gorgeousnesr in a bowl! or some alcohol. would buy some but im skint. :/

ive just realised! this could be the first boyfriend my dad will get on with. got alot in bloomin common thats for sure. i know i rarely say it but i love my mum and dad. couldnt ask for better (or barmier) parents.

todays bad mood was brought to you by dr woodcock sponsered by whittington moor surgery.

I FUCKING HATE THAT ADELE SONG! sounds like a strangled cat with a cold. grumpy kelly in the waiting room. headphones in, scowl on face!

bit of the almighty while getting ready. discovered a rash on my arms. thanks docs, knew there was a reason i stopped them tablets 4 years ago.also, my heads playing silly bastard today. should be entertaining getting on the bus. gr!

docs at 12pm. going to see the one of two competent doctors at our surgery.

okay its past 4am and im wide awake. im getting my diazepam back!

Time for sleep. tired and getting cranky. trying to refrain speaking my mind, got to keep the peace and a smile on my face. oh and the answer is my lips to previous status.

well im logging off for tonight. laters all. sweet dream to my other half.

cant wait to see my man on wednesday. its nice to have a fella whos on the same wavelength and makes me feel good. thank you babes. :D

thats my dongle time gone. got to use my phone net and free texts sparingly. *sigh*

i think my mister ought to sto poking me and go get his stuff done :P before i kick his arse!! lol

despite feeling bleurgh im quite content. :) roll on wednesday.

not a well squishy today :/

going to attempt that sleeping thing again. night babe, night all

To anyone whos thinking of trying to warn me, say bad things about my mister dont bother. its my choice, not yours. keep noses out of it.

 ((Synyster Grimm entered a relationship late on Sunday))

night night world. oh yeah womens night out on 25th june. corner house up brim, metal night. get your glad rags on and get wasted!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOBS!! :D

yep im sticking to older when finding a fella. when im ready that is. 30-40 maybe a bit older if the guy is right.

aaand back under the quilt i go. not having a good head day today :,(

would love bedcuddle at the moment.

suddenly got the urge for a bacon sandwich..i dont even like bacon much. smell makes me feels ill. :S

still wide awake and now wanting to go for a walk.

time for sleep...well i can try.

well, its getting close to july. 11 years. R.I.P. Best get a booze supply in.

for sale. grey double divan bedbase. no draws. comes in two halves. must pic up. £40.

on a different note, ive come to realise im happily single. :) wont be going out anywhere for 8 weeks. when ive paid mum back, then all my money is mine and that cola cube bottle is mine!

people ought to be thankful i put my pets before anything. That way i dont get arrested for beating the shit out of anyone and end up leaving them with my mum. Wait till these two boys are gone....all hell is going to break loose! i wont give a fuck then...you piss me off, im having you by the throat!!!

a word of STRONG WARNING! DO NOT FUCK WITH MY FAMILY! be they my parents, siblings, cousins or any other relative. it will result in you being fucking hurt!

if anyones seen my sleep pattern, please return it to its owner...dont forget to batter the fuck out of any person who has it!

bloodyhell! i disappear for a few days and my inbox is lit up!!! Sorry ive not replied to texts, i have no credit at the moment. funds are in short supply after rbs reminded me that i have bank fees to pay. The robbing bastard scumbags! normal service will resume in about 8 weeks

*grump* fookinh stupid online supermarkets!! grrrr. I want PLAIN mackerel...not fucking smoked (my none swearing is going so well todat dont you think? lol)

ive got the urge to shout "if youre going to murder someone do it fucking quietly or i'll do it for you!!!" out of my bedroom window. Don't know who keeps screaming but its doing my bastard head in!!

i cant wait for you lot to bog off to download. Sick of hearing about it. Its a shitty festival with mediocre bands. snoooooooooore! Its the bandwagon festival XD

£100 off from being debt free!!!!!!! yey!! (well £200 if you can the £100 i owe mum.lol)

i dont have any phone credit or dongle time till saturday. if you need me, ring me.

Im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! lol

hey peoples. i have no credit or free texts at the moment and wont have till the 11th. Im almost out of dongle time too.  i wil pop up to see you and the crew soon.  i cant make tonight. Sorry :/ new meds jave got me a bit spaced out.

me no happy. Stupid doctors!! 30mins later over my appointment time...then takes me off the medication im supposed to be on and puts me on something else!!! Wat to fuck up a manic depressive you arsewipes!! Fuck you, i'll buy diazepam online!!! (yup im a bit grumpy right now)

((In response to a wall post))

im pagan. not wiccan shite.old style pagan. My upper body tattooes are based on the 5 elements. Got to get my sleeves designed. The runes on my wrist are my two brothers,mum and dads name. Bottom half og my body is going to be all fantasy pieces. lol.

mmmm black metal men.....mmmmmmmmm. I need to move to norway!! lol

im on fine bitchy form today!!!! Right, now to ring the quacks.

i definatly have to go to the doctors tomorrow. Anything else irritates me im releasing the Tosca monster!!!

do those dogs ever SHUT THE FUCK UP!! Got a right fucking headache now. I hate farty yappy little dogs!! Get a fucking rottie!!!

Got a busy day tomorrow. early start so its bedtime for me.

<-- is the kind of woman that would tear your heart out, throw it in a blender and hit frappe!

Would like to apologize for the quick temper, snapping and being agressive this past week. Had no diazepam for a week. Temper go very quickily when ive had none for a while. stupid doctors! need to give me more than 20 fucking tablets useless wankers :@ hopefully cant get an appointment tomorrow and calm will be restored.

thats the died lamb and potatoes in gravy ready for later. decided on that instead, but of multiseed bread with that will go down a treat.

off to make stewed lamb in gravy. takes ages but soooooo worth it in the long run. bit of mash taters and some veg with it. nice full belly afterwards. nomnom

okay fine. you havent got the balls to remove me from your friens list. i will be nice and do it for you :) awww arent i lovely? XD

well...ive got some bollocking to do tomorrow! Not cancelled the direct debit i asked you to eh? we'll fucking see about that you robbing bastards!

time for sleep now ive had my mr depp fix. night all.

ive got a jar of dirt, ive got a jar of dirt and you'll never guess whats inside it :p

ahh nice and clean. showers are an amazing invention. :)