:( fuck it.

POP FOR SALE. £10 NO OFFERS. 7x RC cola cans (330ml), 3x Mountain dew energy bottles (250ml), 4 x lucozade original bottles (380ml), 15 x 7UP bottles (500ml. date decenber 2012. still safe to drink for the net few months), 6 asda cola bottles (250ml), 5 x asda lemonade bottles (250ml).

news years resolution. (im actually makin on this year). i am giving up fizzy pop/ as of first july is cordials and juices for me. i drink waaaaaay too much fizzy pop. its time i gave it up. doesnt help when ive got loads of it downstairs. if you think im giving it away, you can get bent!!! :P

nope cant sleep. WKD blue contains caffeine. oops! might explain a few things. Also, sending a friend request to someone and have them decline and leave a report on the feedback is lovely. dont know who it is as ive sent a few out lately. nice one you tosser. dont bother smiling at me in the street! athankooo

bored. off to bed.

Having a super down day. If anyone wants me, well...fuck off. Lol.

Dog the bounty hunter afternoon? Ah go on then! Mmm leland chapman! Nom nom.

Gut ache, feeling low, wanting to eat everything in site. Yey its the time of the month arriving.

Dear asda. i want to take this chance to tell you that i love you. The reason is, you brought back a childhood snack. CHEETOS!!! thank you so much.

I feel rough! Never drink on quetiapine, codeine phos, metaclopramide and ibuprofen!

Sorry people. i will not be going out on sunday as i refuse to pay £3.50 to get in!!! £3...fucking...50!!! no way

asda reduced items i love you. 10 pack of wkd blue fo £5.60! not very oftn i buy booze but i couldnt pass that up!!

Crapola!! the leather corset i bought to wear for my next night out is now too big! :/ le sigh. Another one for the selling album.

in alot better mood now. been for a blitz out on the bike with pops. As yesterday please dont be wishing me merry christmas. i wont be doing it myself to anyone. i dont celebrate xmas and neither does my family. only presents we give out are for family and close friends birthdays. thank you for respecting my wishes

Off to bed. Please do not post xmas messages to my wall or send xmas texts. I dont celebrate it at all. Yup that means no presents etc. Thank you. Goodnight.

If i dont reply to anything today. Do not worry. Just having a low day and want to be on my own.

Feeling down today and a bit self hatred like. One of them days.

well its bedtime for me. Big kingsize bed all to myself.ahhhhhhhhhhhh! night all

that was a tasty beef stew and dumplings. full belly. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

seriously thinking of making a selling profile. lol. Would make more sense. want to sell all my stuff so i can put it towards the big bike licence. Mums on about selling some of the clothes shes never worn. stuff shes had from whitby!! lol.

"remove fat from your belly with this one weird tip" What if i want my fat belly eh? keeps me warm in cold weather, gives me something to rest my drinks on in the summer...and extra padding for when i come off my bike. keep your weird tip thanks

Will be an early night for me tonight. Im getting tattooed in the morning...ding dong my skin is going to get soreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

yo know what pisses me off aou al hese supermarket charity beggers? Theres not been ONE animal charity on about! Humans can go fuck themselves as far as im concerned

Blessed winter solstice to all my pagan kind.

Going back under the quilt. I have credit again.

Been paid a day early. Yeys! Bloomin knees giving me grief. Neys!

Dad brought round kfc! yummy yummy!! On another note mum and dad have ut towards saturdays tattoo....for my birthday, couldnt think of anything else so said just put a bit of cash towards it.

in the mood for kfc...damn beiing skint

Okay im on a mission to sell that cage! its down to £50 now. i really cant have anymore rescues. it wouldnt be fair on them. i couldnt give them my all but im hating the silence in my room.

wish the fucking season to be merry would fuck off already. geting VERY fed-up of it already! if anyone has the sense to think about it and actually read the bible, they would realise that mary was implanted with a baby without her knowledge or will. dont get me wrong but in this day in age...isnt that called RAPE?!?! so in theory, isnt jesus the result of rape? just a thought. Anyway...my original think was, fuck off with the christmas shite already! fucks sake. *rant over*

i cant help it. im attracted to tall men. especially if they have a little bit of belly!

Still no cable. Even the postman said it should have arrived by now (eve with the time of year). ive now message the person and requested a refund. Lets see if i get an attitude! i did put the i will now have to order from another site and need the refund to pay for a new one and if i didnt get a refund i will put a claim into ebay.

Oh pamela anderson. has your career tumbled down that far? doing 'dancing on ice' next must be a new low for you sweetheart!

okay....im serioulsy tempted by th two rats in pets at home rescue bit. im missing the noise in my room. missing having something to cuddle, love and give treats to.

mmmm treacle tart pudding and custard. i love tescos reduced items when they are at final reduce. got a big treacle tart for under 50p!!! bought some custard to go with it. Happy women in this house!

will the speedo cable turn up today? PLACE YOUR BETS NOW!!!!

start of yule today! so blessed yuletide to all.

now its time for bed. im so exauhsted. Night fuckfaces

i think its bedtime for me feeling a bit pukey and got the shakes.

past two days would have been great for going on the bike. *sniff* i swear if that cable doesn turn up by friday next week im going to war!!! Also means i will have to order a cable off a different site and wait even longer! Knowing my luck it will bloody snow by the time one turns up.

Does anyone know whos going to be the dj for dropout on the 30th? *prepares to roll eyes*

im so bored. im so bored. im so bored. im so bored. im so bored. im so bored. dum deeeeeee dum dum dummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. a)sucks being skint and B0 sucks theres nothing of an alternative nature to go to on a saturday. blah blah blah blahhhhh :P~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

do feel like this. never felt like a boyfriend was ever afraid to lose me. Ahhhh be rate.

well, had scallops for the first time. tasted like cod to me. a bit disappointed if im honest.

would love a kiss and a cuddle this morning. ah well.

Bugger me! These aloe vera colon cleanse tablets dont half work!

okay people im out of credit. wont be getting any free credit on the 14th either (dont think ive topped up £10 in the last month). will be out of credit till the 22nd. So if you want me, inbox me on here.

i want some dumbo rats!!! gimme gimme gimmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

bad mood. fucking off facebook for the rest of the night. going to make a mug of tea, crawl into the pit of doom and wait to tna last resolution at 10pm. Remember i cant text back. i have no credit till the 22nd.

all it takes it on bloke to piss me off to kill my friskiness and want to punch any man that comes near me. ¬¬

looks like a of the net day. bad mood today.

going to shave t'old legs later. ben while since i used a razor. electric razors are quicker but i fancy a close cut today.

Gordon bennett this film is dragging on! Hurry up and get to the fighting already! *twiddles thumbs*

also hwth FUCK CAN YOU NOT SEE THE PRICE IN THE PHOTO ALBUM TITLE!!!! ITS CLEAR AS FUCKING DAY. (If you havent guesses, tesco has put me in a bad mood!)

http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/New-Fully-Steel-Boned-Extra-Long-Black-Velvet-Corset-Sizes-18-44-Tight-Lacing-/350542266695?pt=UK_Women_s_Lingerie&var&hash=item905d455348

ME WANT!! (also wonder how many people would be trying to stroke it when i wore it.)

Doc appointment at 2:50pm.

blood boiling!! ¬¬ "saying weed leads to other drugs is just bullshit really isnt it?" Go say that to my dad who had to go identify my older brothers decapitated body. try telling that to a father who tried so hard to get his son off the shitty stuff then some dealer friends came along and got him hooked on it again. stole his giro and sent my brother suicidal because he had no money for a fix or to live. So he went and killed himself. try telling me weed doesnt lead to harder stuff because i tell you what, i will get in your fucking face!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yz2noC791qc

sums up my mood. ;)

Ive just realised. if i had actually took my test for the big bike when i was wanting to. i would have been riding almost as long as some of these idiots, who insult me for being a female rider, have been born!!!

bugger me!! went to chesters takeaway for our tea. got back. i ordered the fish goujions. they were like three flippin mini fish! needless to say im podged!

Takes the fucking piss! :@

d-d-d-d-d-...FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

THE FUCKING CHEEK!!! people who were supposed to be coming or some snails at 1pm. never showed, never contacted me. TILL NOW!! saying sorry they were busy. a quick text might have been fucking nice to say they werent coming...oh and the best bit. "can we come on tuesday when were not busy?" yeah im REALLY going to sit around waiting for you again missus!! get fucked!!!

Cant be doing with drama, lying, attention seeking people. Grrr!

yey! after 6 weeks its finally stopped!!! now to find me a playtoy!!!

*sigh* i remember a time when i used to get kissed like that :'( damn you vampire diaries.

it's a wonderful day for pieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

loggin off. sick of certain types of statuses today.

Friday night is ago!! having to borrow some cash off me mam though. unless i can sell that bloomin cage! So just to remind people. Its on this friday at the blue bell, metal night, got some cheapo drinks offers.

so geting a kawasaki zephyr is our of the question. XD me and dad would be forever battling on who would be riding it. haha. Wigan guy had to cancell due to transport problems. *sigh* could have gone out on the bikes today ¬¬

At dads if anyone wants any apple snails. Call me on xxxxxxxxxxx

Been very tempted today. female ferret, 8 month old needing a home. sandy coloured...but its a looooooooong commitment having a ferret. i couldnt handle that.

swear to cow that if one more person mentions the word EBAY for stuff im selling im going explode and unleash a tirad on thier arse! Theres a reason the stuff hasnt gone on ebay....RIDICULOUS FEES THAT LEAVE YOU WITH FUCK ALL LEFTOVER!!!

In bed and could do with cuddles.

:(

FREE TO GOOD HOME. 70+ Apple snails. (for those who dont know, they are for fish tanks). they are fun to have (we can hand feed ours XD) let me know if interested

well its bedtime for me. got busy day tomorrow. night all.

well, theres a guy coming from WIGAN to buy dads bike tomorrow.jeez were going to have a busy day!!!

Grumble grumble grumble. *goes back to bed*

Ive just realised. if i had actually took my test for the big bike when i was wanting to. i would have been riding almost as long as some of these idiots, who insult me for being a female rider, have been born!!!

bugger me!! went to the takeaway for our tea. got back. i ordered the fish goujions. they were like three flippin mini fish! needless to say im podged!

Really hoping it isnt icy on the roads today. :/

• My advice to people considering buying a pet ...small animals.
• First and foremost. think about if you have the time, patience, money and space
• find someone who has the animal you are thinkin of having. handle them and see if they are right for you.
• do your research on the animal you are wanting! it isnt fair on the animal if you do not know what they needs, health problems that can occure etc. 
• buy a suitable cage, buy the biggest you can find/afford and with plenty of platforms. it is NOT fair to keep something like a rat ina a cage thats only suitable for a couple of mice or hamsters. (like my last rescues came in.)
• buy the PROPER food for the animal!!! research what they can or cannot eat. do not buy pellet food! each animal has its own tastes like each of us humans do. to force them to eat something like "complete food pellets " is cruel and they dont benefit from it. you will get wastage but thier tastes change the older they get.
• your new pet will need handling alot to get them tame. most pets shops dont handle the animals, the hard work will NOT be done for you! get everyone in the household to handle them
• Most of all...my major peeve. DO NOT BUY ANANIMAL BECAUSE ITS THE LATEST FASHION DUE TO A FILM/CELEBRITY ETC. Kids folow these fads and then get bored. which is not fair on the animal! its stupid fads like that, that put a strain on people like me,raspca and other rescue places. THINK BEFORE YOU BUY!!!!!!!

cage scrubbed,dismantled and drying off. looks weird in my room without a cage going to give it a week before i put it up for sale. I also want to make it very clear that i do NOT want anymore rats. if some are for rescue please do not tell me. take them to rescue places or the rspca. im sick and tired of covering for peoples mistakes. THINK BFORE YOU BUY PET!! ITS NOT FAIR ON THE ANIMAL. my rescuing time is over. 15 years is enough for now. its time i had a different part to my life. i any advice is needed on looking after rats im happy to help.

awww, J bought me some pear drops. yum yum yum!! thank you!

Thank you nature. Needed a nice day so i can wash the two wheeled baby. Just waiting for the water to heat up. Sparkle sparkle!

Time to go warm up mr baa and make a big mug of tea. Then sign off before i lose my temper. Fucking slimebag!

Lol. Men make me laugh. If you want a date, grow a pair and ask me. Men with the gall to do so impress me. Am i that scary?

time for bed..........

hot chocolate made with hazelnut milk. oh my days its the yummy!

why do men find it weird that i dont like or want kids? they find it weird that i want to be sterilized. im just not the mother type.

I think my girls have missed me. Bless em. Missed my furbabies too.

would love a cuddle in bed but alas...its empty as always. *sigh* night all.

Fucks sake! Medical again! Talk about taking the piss!

"pigmy goat? is it a cross between a goat and a pig?" *facepalm* just been on a advert on e4 for made in chelsea. Proof you really dont need brains to be on tv these days. why do people watch that utter braindead shite? its just plastic tanned twats saying stupid things, pouting, vacant stares and backstabbing each other~! if i wanted to see that i could go into town!

mmmm giant candy cane in tsco. i had to have one. tastes like seaside rock. nom nom nom

Dont even know why i even bother with people. am i that much of a chore that even a one word answer is too much? im sick of people only wanting me when it suits them. getting to the point where im ready to just say fuck off to everyone. i deserve to be treated better than this. sick of fairweather friends..its all i seem to attract. sick of people who use me to make themselves feel better. how wou

ld they like it if i did it to them? they wouldnt, they would be bitching like little fuckin children, making it out like im the bad person to everyone else. sick of people lying about me to cover thier own arse. making me look like im a hanger on/pathetic because they havent got the balls to admit stuff. I'm fucking done. I really am at the end of my tether. considering removing all social shite from my life. Let's see who really wants to keep in contact. let's see whos worth thier salt.

(thats better) I am dubious about this night. Have made an enquiry for us older lot. One thing, has no-one learned that strictly metal nights dont work? Needs to be an ALTERNATIVE night with a mixed range of alternative music. will get people out more. Bluebell is pretty cheap on drinks, just need to get the night right and people interested.

oh thats nice! I forget that some people are fucking perfect. i have a couple of low moments recently and i get removed! must remember in future that those people are perfect, must remember it. must remember it. Knobheads. Also the fucking council are playing fuck ups! now if you have spare rooms, they are going to charge you for it!!! £10 for the first room, £25 for every room after that!! talk a

bout encouraging people to have big families!! we are now going o have to pay an extra £10 a week because we have one spare room that isnt being used by a person. We use that room as a wardrobe and to keep things in. £3 a week just to keep my clothes and bog roll in a room. we had to sit an discuss whether to move or not. its disgusting and so unfair to people who have lived in a council house thier whole lives, pay rent and be a good tennant etc. we have to buy a parking permit every year because the councils bright idea was to charge the residents, not make it cheaper for college people to use the car parks in town. (before the permits its was horrendous round here with college kids parking allover.)

definatly time for a new bed. saving up time!!

Felt really guilty taking giggles and keiko away from betty. Her little face looked so upset. As if to say "where are you taking them? :,s " :( Was only in for a night. Still feel guilty.

Hating being single at the moment. Then again who wants an ugly,fat, tattoo covered, metal loving, motorbike riding, mentally ill, physically fucked, no sex drive, tempermental, hard to cope with, easily angered woman? You would have to be mental to want to go for a woman like that! Haha.

To those of you who have someone. cherise them. appreciate them. show everyday that you are so glad you are with them. Above all be thankful that you have someone who likes or even loves you for all you are..even your faults. Must be really nice to have that. must be amazing to feel like someone actually wants to be with you..in my deep thoughts, never really had any of that. Never felt like i was ever truely wanted, because if they did...i wouldnt be so alone right now. so if someone wants to be with you...you are so lucky, so so so lucky.

Figured out why im so low at the moment. Side effects of the meds. Be another week before they go. Please bear with me.

i won the corset!!! oh yeah baby, my next night out i will be leather clad around my waist!

would love a cuddle in bed but alas...its empty as always. *sigh* night all.

you know ur feeling that shite when you dont even turn your head to watch Ian Somerhalder and cant even be arsed to reply to texts.

Dum dee dum dum.

what the hell? that helen uselessflappygan needs drowning!! spoilt little brat. how dare she have a go at those two men who even asked her why she even went in there! valid question. just drown her...just do it!! also why are people voting for that attention seeking brat when theres a conservative member in there? this is our chance to tell the cons what we think of them. think people...THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINK!!!

Happy squishy! *waits for someone to ruin it*

bloomineck its too warm. window open and the fan is on. if i lived on my own i would strip naked and lay on the bed. let the breeze run over me. ahhhhhhhh!

nap time i think. if needed, text me. otherwise do not disturb for the next hour.

"even people you love will betray you" ..Never a truer word said.

Its a bed day. Do not disturb!

Heehee. Codiene phosphate high! Heehee.