having a thnk about gettin rid of a few electrical items. just having a th

may go to corner house next friday. give it a go.

i want another tattoo!! *grump!* damn owing mum money.

morning all. cant think of anything else to say.

 

((FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-))

would like someone to cuddle me in bed. just cuddling.

nap time. :) love all you weirdos.

making rice pudding again. was nommy last time.

free to good home. 2litre still water bottles. 7 cases (6 bottles in each case) and 4 loose bottles. must pick up.

mmm this woman on daybreak complaining about benefits shes on has made me laugh. shes going on about how eventually shes going to have to choose bills or food yet she had a very nice posh kitchen and rest of the house was posh too.and heres the best bit, she gets £250 a week! thats more than i get a fortnight!

 ((What you should be getting a fortnight: nothing))

damn cotton mouth! good job weve got ten cases of bottled water as weve been advised not to drink water from the tap, which by the way killed sirus. waiting on test results from water board.

if i have credit and can get the orangeweds ticket anyone who wants it just txt me your numbe and i will send the orangeweds text to you. my number is on my profile.

finally finished my "friends" list clearout. congratulations if you can see this. give yourself a clap,your awesome enough to be on my list. :)

((A few days later: *adds several people she doesn't know at all*))

will not fall asleep, will not fall asleep. zzzzzz.

*yawn* today is a sleepy day.

lost boys tattoo nearly healed. :)

diet starts monday. means no booze, no breaded or battered items, no takeaways, no chips, no red meat, no frying, no chocolate or sweets, no cheese and no processed foods. going to get an exercise routine in order and shift this horrid fat off. after being weight at the docs its shook me up alot.

making rice pudding. mmmmmm.

well, we are having our tap water assessed. should be interesting. got medical on 3rd august.

want cuddles, chocolate and cash.

think i might do my hair cerise again with plum end bits.

way to make enemies *claps sarcasticly*

morning campers. anyone else sick of hearing about this phone hacking scandle?

friend list clearing is nearly done. if i havent removed you off my list but you dont want me on yours then please feel free to delete me. i would want to inconvienance you.

my new favourite insult for people is 'Knobsackorama' :) it will catch on. haha

i have decided i want a 120gb ipod and speaker dock. me wanty!

well been to doctors. got fuck loads of meds :S glad dr church is back. she is my favourite doctor.

i want to go back to bed!

 ((This status was posted for when SG actually had to leave the house for a 20 minute doctors appointment))

and its friends list clearout time. if you love me say so now :p

watching finding nemo...again. can never tire of this film.

om nom nom, ice pops in bed.

all clean and fresh. early night for me.

finding nemo on channel 5 in 12 mins. MIIIIIINE!

i want more holes, more ink, more boots and more clothes.

Right, tomorrow is clean out day. im removing people that ignore my comments on their statuses, dont even talk to me or are just on my list to be a spy. if you think you are one or all of them 3 either remove yourself or im removing you. (this excludes game people and people who actually talk to me).

ooo kurt angle, rob roode, crimson, james storm for eye candy and my fave ever wrestler sting. im a happy chappy. feel a bit sick after eating a whole bag of peanut m n ms though.

what the hell is wrong with everyone as of late? right grumpy boogars! im the miserable grumpy bitch. stop trying to nick my title! damn you, damn you aaaaaall! XD

RIGHT...lets get one thing clear, i will not be anyones "secret" friend anymore. you are either my friend or not. im not going to be made to feel worthless or used anymore. fed up of people only wanting to talk to me when they are bored or want something from me. im not going to be used anymore.

so saw scaled vipers kills up to 50,000 indians a year. erm army dudes, think theres a natural weapon there for you. sod the bombs, guns etc and send a load of them vipers in!

this skin is bare,unloved and pale. it needs your help. desperate help to be made colourful. please help by sending all you can to the 'bare left thigh needing ink' charity. please help, before its too late :,(

cant wait for my next tattoo! left thigh is getting dragoned up.

ner ner ner ner ner! cant scare me! :p

well eating is a no no again. :/

some men need to be pinned down and bolted through the head. Try 3 of us together and see how you come off!

well i ache from top to toe. least im not puking anymore.

22hours and 50mins later im still fucking vomiting. :/

about to play alot of snes games on old xbox. got to do something to pass the time while my stomach decideds to empty itself.

 

((That might take a while))

going to dry having a drink of water...bottled water. wonder how long it will stay down for.

well with amount of times ive barfed since 3am i should have a six pack under this fat. tumtum hurts at the moment and throat hurts.

((Everyone has a 'six-pack under their fat', you fucking idiot))

dear body, theres nothing left in my stomach so please stop trying to throw up something that isnt there. thank you.

keep showing your true colours twat, you will end up alone.

just when i get over being ill from our tapwater being acidic, i come down with the pukeys. :/

((Couldn't find anything in SG's local news about acidic tap water, but whatever. Not that she drinks it anyway. She's more of a double cream person))

well thats odd. Just been throwing my guts up. 

anyone want any condoms? got 1 durex, i cool mint, 1 glow in the dark, 1 banana shake and 27 Pasante naturelle. all still have a couple of years left before expiry. if interested let me know. free to any horny fucker! :p

  ((OH FUCKING JESUS NO))

i love it when i rattle a packet and my rats look at me all wide eyed and ears pricked up. so cute!

aaand ive just spilled herbal liquer on my matress! luckily not on the side i sleep on. also, this acidic water has made grey and leland poorly. got them some bottled water and they seem to be better. water board would get a bollocking if my rats died because of them. fucking twats!

 ((Just picture a mental fatty hurling dead rats at a Severn Trent van and screaming))

well i just felt like a caveman whilst eating these bloody big bbq ribs! haha.

actually feel okay today. :) still on a tattoo high..and loving these mix of meds. makes me feel all lovey and cuddly. *hugs to all! (even if your a complete twat you get a hug too)*

CORNER HOUSE UP BRIM ALL DAYER ON 23RD JULY! FREE ENTRY, CHEAP ALCOHOL, LOADS OF BANDS ON THEN AN ALTERNATIVE MUSIC NIGHT TILL 3AM! GET ON IT, OR YOUR JUST POOPOO!

((Stay tuned for SG's non attendance excuse!))

wish i was at the blue bell tonight having a good drinking session and a laugh. :/

ooo stingy calf. :)

bored! but too skint to go anywhere.

tattoo finished. pics when healed.

to everyone losing their fish. its the tap water, its gone acidic. killed all my dads fish, and 5 of ours. theres no treatment for it. you will have to get bottled water for it.

tattoo gets finished today! bring on the pain!

ahh calm-ish head today. new painkillers to take today. loving the mix of meds im on now. i just want to love everyone today. haha. (yes that scares me too)

two faced people really piss me off. next time i have dongle top up im going to start a clearout of my friends list. if you havent talked to me in a while or ignore my comments on your status, then you are going. (people who are on my list for the games are excluded)

mmm need cash. i want to go to blue bell tomorrow night.

Show me boobs! i want boobs! BOOOOOOOOBS!

okay, plans for next year. rammstein with mum and dad in march,in april go see Mark in wales (11 years is too long babs), get myself down to the size i was in this profile pic, see my lovelies more and most of all, battle like fuck to get better. I cant handle being ill anymore!

Please take a look at my sellage album. im selling a hardly used epilator.... also there is just one word that i want to say that means something to a few people. that word would be.... MUNTERRHINOCKERDONKEY!

going to be off my rocker tonight! pharmicutical drugs rule!

i really want to do a black metal photoshoot. corpsepaint, forest the works. seems like fun!

well best ring quackiters. needs meds. not had any for weeks. can you tell? lol

just fed up. solice is the way forward. i would rather be a lonely crazy rat lady than be with any man or woman. i swear if anyone comes out with patronising comments i will flip! im teetering on the fucking edge of losing it. men are cunts, women are bitches...im turning into an antisocial being. I want another tattoo, seems its the only thing that snaps me out of this phaze. anyone want to do me a free tattoo?

uh-oh!! looks like im the bad lass of hesterfield again! Sorry i have my own mind and i will speak it wether you like it or not. If you dont like it then you know what to do and where to go. Ive never followed a crowd or kissed anyones arse because of wha a person does for me. i dont sponge off or use people either.

((Referencing an old profile pic))

<---- suppose i wasnt that ugly....ten years ago. haha. i would kill to look like that again. Also isnt the flame hait just the coolest thing ever!! was purely by accident but it roooocked! haha

Family isn't always blood. It's the people in your life who want you in theirs. The ones who accept you for who you are. The ones who would do anything for you, and love you no matter what. ...Re-post if you have at least one person like this in your life....I know that I have many and I love you all.

mmmmmmmmmm ¬¬

in the tradition of my body rejecting things that get put into it, seems alcohol has joined the ranks. 3 drinks and im chucking up! ah well, was bound to happen at some point.

Seen this on tv. The lyrics kind of some up alot of people in my life that have thown me aside due to being ill and such. To all you fuckers who turned your back on me....fuck you! I made it through that two year rough patch without you or your crap! Im starting to feel stronger again.

bloomineck ive got a killer of a headache. Cant sleep because of it and ive not slept for over 24 hours which doesnt help. Least theres men in spandex throwing each other around later followed by leather clad bikers. ahhhhh, who needs to go out when you have such a visual feast.

Fookin net being a pain. im going to be a grumpy cow later when i get up. Oh yeah whats this proper metal night i keep hearing about....theres not been a proper metal night in chesterfield for over 10 years! Seriously dont make me laugh....will make my guts hurt too much. For a proper metal night i advise getting some i.d and going out of chesterfield. XD

right..time for me to come off the laptop. i hate laptops....never want one! pc's all the way. going to rest my lower boy as in pain. Night all and will be back online on saturday.

will have no net in a bit...not till saturday. if you need me my number is on my profile.

BAD NEWS PEOPLE. Corp trip on the 9th july has to be cancelled. got bills to pay and its better to go after july when people can afford it more and more can come as well. i picked the sonisphere weekend to arrange the corp trip didnt i?! doi! will sort a trip out of chez soon, im gagging to get out of here just for a night!

boing! boing! boing! boing! heehee my new bedbase is fun.

really angry at inside natures giants. they are supposed to work on animals that have died of natural causes. instead i find a bloke on a dog lead sleigh and a gun chasing a mother polar bear who had a cub with her. im not one to write up and complain but that deserved a letter.

has slept through most of today. :(

my body is fubard. rats are fed, im in bed. im seriously not taking on any more rats. im not well enough to handle it anymore. love my boys that i have now,but these are my last ever.

 ((Some us have to hold down jobs, relationships, children and social lifes. Our heroine is struggling to put dried food and a water bottle into a rat cage))

i miss some of my old friends. I dont see anyone much anymore. If anyone i didnt put na invite to wants to come to the corp on the 9th...you are welcome to come. i probably thought youwouldnt want to come or are at sonisphere

((Someone posting on SGs wall))

Heyy Thanks for the add Do i know you? 

 ((Amazing))

sick of being and feeling ill. :/ forgot what being well is like.

fuckinghell, ive been up since 7am yesterday and still cant sleep! oh well, watch gladiators. mmm sexy man that is Atlas (real name sam bond) at this time in a morning? dont mind if i do.

cant sleep. too hot. damn codine phos doesnt help. sweating like a bugger due to it. got to convince mum to do a skirt trade tomorrow. haha.

i love my new bouncy bedbase. lets just say it would be a great help in something ;) well, its been a long draining day. goodnight all.

just seen on the news that in athens with the riot they have raided a McDonalds! haha XD thats made me howl!

Apparently ive to have a "nice single and lonely life"..sorry psychonutbag...but my life isnt lonely. I have my Family, pets and my friends. No loneliness here. Srry to burst your little hypocritical bubble. You get psycho when people slag you off....well you slag everyone off. so dont think you are above anyone else. your low just like the rest off us.

quite content today. :)

i love discovering that i can block people on my phone. i love 'block list' :)

oh well. attacked for nothing. true colours shown. should stop this 2nd chance shit with men! least theres yummy men on tv. TnA wrestling baby! just wish my head would stop screaming at me though. might have to be whole nut and jager-ish bomb time. im officially done with the males of chesterfield.

SO FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW! he really is a deluded prick! I forgot the world has to evolve around him. I hate liars. really hate them. Im shaking im so fucking angry.

((posted by SGs recent ex who she 'went out' with for an incredible 4 days and never saw while they were 'going out':))

Kelly before u re-requested me and then text me last Friday wanting us to make another go of it, perhaps it might have been a gud idea to delete all the shit u posted about me. Right, let's set the record straight. In the short time we were together u made arrangements with me twice to go out, on both occasions i re-arranged seeing my young daughter so that we could go out, on both occasions u let me down. We were supposed to be going out again tonite but, as usual, u let me down. As for virutally bin married in my head let me make this clear, I hav no intentions of getting married again now or in the future. As for having no backbone, who was it that dumped who by text then childishly deleted and blocked me from fb, btw feel free to do it again. U also said, on more than one occasion, that I was a control freak, u felt suffocated and I wasn't right for you.

ARRRRRRRGHHHHH!!!!!! Just thought i would share that with you. didnt make my chest feel any better nor my head but i felt like having a scream. Fuck it i might just come off facebook phone and comp and just have a day sorting stuff with me out. Still feeling shit and now a bit narked off.

remembering fond times. :)

got the boys running around the living room. i hurt,ache and feel drained.

i dont feel very well today. :/ dont think i can make tonight peoples.

ever look at yourself and wonder what happened. i wish i was the lass i was 10 years ago. alot slimmer, very confident, strong, wild and could drink like a thirsty buffalo at a watering hole. im just a shadow, a shell of what i was. if you see the younger me, please return.